Sometime in 1991 I read about Marianne Williamson's book "A Return To Love", which I purchased and read, but I also needed to read "A Course In Miracles" (ACIM) as an alternative to just read about the ebook. What impresses me about ACIM is the loving God expressed in it https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/a-courseinmiracles-acim-podcast/id1456963067